4.11.2005

ugh. venting.

argh!

my frustration level is beyond "high" right now...i think it has reached the ever-popular "tearing my hair out and throwing things through windows" point.

you'd think that i would be stressed out about the three papers and two sermons i need to write in the next two-ish weeks. but no. i am stressed out because

a) i tried to fill out the "ez" versions of nj and federal tax forms and failed miserably
b) i don't know to make sense of a messy summer field ed. situation
c) i feel stuck in knowing what to do next in the whole ordination process
d) i need to find time to change my driver's license from illinois to new jersey so as to escape jury duty, since i don't live in illinois anymore and i'm not claimed (taxwise) by my parents who live there, so it really isn't my home

i think that's it. but for posterity, here are all the academic things that also require my attention:

a) funeral sermon for TOMORROW
b) 15 page field education final apprasial to write before thursday so that i can go over it with my supervisor and then turn it in on monday
c) sermon to write for sunday, my last field ed day
d) 8 page mark exegesis paper due next friday
e) 15 page research paper or autobiography for sexuality and the christian body due may 2
f) 15 page "enfleshed exegesis" paper for sin and salvation in the ot due may 2
g) STUDY FOR HEBREW FINAL (monday, may 2)

and then things like packing up my room and moving out, a choir concert friday night...

i am a bit frazzled. i am 2 months away from being 24, and i think that i suck at being an adult. i've been doing this school thing for almost two decades, and i think i suck at that, too.

boo hiss.

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