11.09.2004

unfortunate bubble

tonight is a cuddly sort of night. a night for the comfort of a hug or for the security of curling up next to someone or flopping on a couch somehow haphazardly

chatting in a room lit by christmas lights or a desk lamp or something equally as dim and cozy

talking and laughing, being ultimately comfortable

feeling close and sweet, friendship at its best.

i'm just in a weird sort of bubble where no one can get too close. it makes me feel over-sterile and lonely in a different sort of way than despising being alone. because i'm content to be quiet and reclusive tonight. i don't feel lonely for a person, just for a hug.

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